Christmas is coming... I'm a little bit sentimental lately, wish I could be at home on Christmas with my family, but I can't go home this Christmas. But for sure, I'll be home for Chinese (Lunar) New Year on end of January, 2014. I even had booked my airplane tickets since a month ago, so excited!!! No place like home...
I attended Christmas Eve Mass on Katedral St. Gemma Galgani with my best friend and her relatives. Actually I'm not Catholician, I'm Protestant. But I never mind to attend a Catholic mass. In fact, at Ketapang I feel more comfort when attending Catholic mass than Protestant mass. No offense.
Well... This Christmas I feel so grateful but at the same time, also a little bit sad. It's kinda confusing, when I supposed to be happy but the fact is I honestly feel sad and disappointed so I can't real feel the happiness. Today is announcement of civil government worker (PNS) recruitment test result. I'm one of those who passed the test, thank God... But sadly, not my boy friend and my best friend. Honestly, it's still mystery how could I passed the test while they didn't? Life is not fair, never. We just have to stay, struggle and survive for any reasons we fight for.
Well, hope all the best for those who failed the test. Wish there would be any miracles to bring better ways for them.
Merry Christmas!
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